As children we develop friendships which we pledged no matter what, we’ll be friends to the end. We had been sincere in the very idea and thought of that pack.
However, life starts to happen, along with other things start to occur at precisely the same moment. When you’re kids all is wonderful, colorful, and free. We see the bluest skies and also the greenest trees. Our buddy is right no matter what they do or say, and we simply admire how they could tell a lie and make it sound so true. Innocence has long been lost and nearly forgotten. Even though we attempt to keep matters as light-hearted as you can; existence is uncomfortably black and white the majority of the time. The colours have been meshed to an unrecognizable color we can not easily name; therefore we locate ourselves spontaneously making up a name which seems to match.
Nobody wants to state that this is not appropriate, or this can be incorrect, or even question anymore “WHY”? Nooooooooo, we just mindlessly and “purposely” get-in-to-fit-in and in certain arenas this seemingly is the only method to acquire the desired end goal of us all. But this compromise puts us of danger of becoming merely another face, another number, another… just the exact same old “here’s another one’.
Don’t get-in-to-fit-in, dare to be different, even though “different” to today’s standards is not common. I can be me, you can be you, we could be people, and they, can be them and everyone is able to accept “who each one is”, but not necessarily “what” we all may do. That is an individual choice, and private certainty of whatever “that” is that we, they can perform. If you do not like “what I do”, just ‘don’t participate’, if I don’t like what you do… I just ‘don’t participate’.
My conclusion is mine alone, and I am very confident about my end. Your end is your end, and I trust you are as certain of your own end. My ending is “eternal” bliss, for I have experienced a small glimpse of the bliss on this sided of quantified time. I also have experienced “a glimpse of and been impacted by unrest, unfaithfulness, unloved, unforgiveness, pain, sorrow, confusion, despair, illness, hopelessness, and boy have I seen my share of death; but, the promise of “eternal bliss” has overshadowed my heart, soul, spirit, and mind, til my only outlook is “inner peace”, and “unfiltered joy”.
A number of my childhood friends are no longer hear about this earth, some of them have gone beyond this world. Not one of them have come back to tell me where they are, but, for some I already know, since they made it quite clear while they were still living; in which their eternity are. This I am assured of and that you can ponder… #if you my buddies went to heaven, they do not wish to depart ; and if their lifetime is in hell… #they can’t leave.